25/7/06

I remember thinking today, Lord, I feel a multitude of differant kind of feelings and states, which just leave me all overwhelmed. Its hard to start. Well, I'll reflecting on it.

God, I wana thank you for the lift I got today, Your amazing. Brother Fredrick Goh, is an exemplary model for service for christ. He gave me a lift to my home when he stays so far off. I got his name card. And I know its in your plan that I network with him and his family, and learn and experiance your blessings on Lighthouse church. Lord, he is just an ordinary man but he is burning for you. Its hard to imagine him as the hot temperedman he once was. Yes Lord, we can naver be the same when you touch us. Lord, his gentleness, and warmness is so therapeutic. Lord, raise up more people like that, that will glorify you in the simplest of actions.
praise you God. Lord, i'm gona be leaving for England tonight, bless our trip. help me focus.
i love you Lord.

rajwin

My Lovely Heavenly Glorious Father,

I dont know where to start, its been a awesome Sunday, so awesome being with you, so awesome, Lord.

And Lord you have bless me with a Mp3 player, Yay, i love you. I have seek your kingdom first in my life and you have added on to me, Lord may only Songs pleasing to you be heard in this Mp3, Lord i consecrate this Mp3 player to you Lord, and I plead the blood of Jesus over this Mp3, the Blood that has the power to save, heal and is victory over the devil upon it, Praise you Lord. Bless Jack and Uncle Pritam for giving it to me.

And Lord, you are also going to bless me with a Lap Top tommorow, wow, Lord all this things you give me will bless your holy name. Lord i thank you Lord that you have enable me to use things and love people. Yes Lord may the things you give me be use to love people, Lord may may it funtion perfectly and be instrumental in my work for you.

I love you Lord, Lord i have a million thing to thank you for. I am overwhelmed by you. Lord i thank you, you have given me these things at the right time when i will know that you matter more than the food i eat and the air i breath. Jesus I LOVE YOU. MUAH.. I"M so in Love with you, Lord not just because you bless me with these mere tools but because you so awesome.

I thank God for Roger Lord, I can feel your mark on him, you are going to use him. Lord you ROCK, your the MAN. You hold our hands and lead us. Praise you Lord, I love you.

I thank you Lord for the wonderful time we had celebrating Triptas birthday, It was fun. I thank you Lord that you have planted a wonderful sister in your church.

What a man Sukhdave is, a Gentleman, an Officer, and a soldier of God.

Lord, I thank you for all the wonderful youth and young adults there is in the church. Lord I thankyou for the Love you have for them. Lord I love them all to bits, Bell, Amar, Michelle, Charis, Arwinz, Apple, Delano, Ray, Mickey, Tina, Bina, Karan, Trisha, Sonia, Anchal, Amar, Sukhdave, Rajvind, Jay, Seema, Navein, Divya, Aditiya Shirlinda, and all of them. Lord my heart feels raise when i'm near them. Lord, i dont know why I love them, but please Lord, may thy will be done their lives. I thank you for Roger Lord i thank you Lord, i dont know why lord but i feel lord that he is going to be a blessing in this church and in our youth group. i thank you lord and praise you holy name.

Wah Lord, its 2.30am, but i still feel bubbly with your joy and love. Lord, i'm got my ORD shoot tommorow, I praise you that i am always a marksman, guide my hands, guide my bullet. I thank you that i am a marks man. Amen.

I'm gona sleep i thank you that my 4 and half hours of sleep will be enough and as if i slept for 12 hours, i love you lord, cuddle me close especially tonight. i love you. I feel like telling you, you can have more than my life but i have nothing else to give. hmmm, your too good to me Lord, i want to make you really really really happy. Teach me ok, Lord. I love you. Muah!, my Father.

rajwin

23/7/06

Dearest Lord,
I love you.

You know that people and some psychologist saythat you re-live the first 7 years of your life over and over again. Well, Lord, I was so blur the first 7 years of my life and I continued to be blur untill maybe secondary 3. I dont want to be blur and lose Lord, I dont want to be bullied, to lose, Lord if my ministry loses so will you, if i am bullied so will you be, and I know you will never lose. Lord, I am a preacher, unction by you. Your annointed one you guide.

Like how my Dad cleans the church I preach for you. LIke how Jesus preach so will I.
preacher, intersessor, worshiper. Counsellor by your Holy Spirit.
I know I will succeed Lord because you are with me.

You have guided me this far iknow you will carry me through.

Lord i only want to be available to you. you know my heart, pls focus me. I seriously want to pray that you castrate me, but i'm i dont have the "balls" to make such a prayer. Lord i'm desperate, desperate for you and only you, my eyes are on you Lord pluck my feet from the net.

i thank you Lord for the breakthrough in the lives of your children.
Lord i love you, muah.

jeremiah 1:
5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew [a] you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
6 "Ah, Sovereign LORD," I said, "I do not know how to speak; I am only a child."
7 But the LORD said to me, "Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. 8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD.
9 Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, "Now, I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant."
11 The word of the LORD came to me: "What do you see, Jeremiah?" "I see the branch of an almond tree," I replied.
12 The LORD said to me, "You have seen correctly, for I am watching [b] to see that my word
is fulfilled."

I love you Lord, All i need is you.

rajwin

22/7/2006

Lord, I Love you, I love you, had a wonderful time at New Creation, Lord I look to YOu and only you, i imitate you. You save me, yes, by grace, You Lord, and my eye will be kept on you. I know you change me, with your fire that burns the chaff. Lord I want to look like you.

I want to follow you, Lord I love you.
My mind in your word and your word in my mind,
my will in Christ and Christ in my will,
My emotions in your holy spirit and the holy spirit in my emotions.
"Mind Willl Emotions" and "The Father The Son and The Holy Spirit".
Perfect Trinity, The blueprint of all relationships
O Lord how my soul longeth for thee.

Jesus my heart burns for you, I want more of you Lord,
I'm addicted to your sweet presence,

Today Lord, I walk pass a Pub, Dont know how i use to like such an atmosphere,
Lord help me to see scantly clad women as your daughters, your children,
Lord I do not want to sin against your precious creation, its too painful for me, Forgive me,
Lord kill my worldly eyes I beg thee, please, I'm serious. I want to love purely like Jesus.
I humbly come to thee, change me
I thnk you Lord, you have fiercely pull me up, change me, Lord I will never be the same.
I will love as you loved. moved with compassion, pity. Jesus O Jesus, I love you.

I'm sharing tommorow and Amar told me what I was going to say tommorow, Phrophets speak the same language? Wow. anyway thanks of letting the message be clear. That time, that momment. Lord wow, your gona pour out your spirit. Wow. Your awesome.

Im so saturated with your spirit Lord, with what you have pour into me i will use your strength to pour out. Lord, i thank you, you have remembered your servant. I love you.

Cuddle me in Your Love Lord, My eyes are tired i'm so sleepy but Lord I'm Rejoicing. I love you Jesus. I will Rejoice to sleep. And tommorow sweet morning, Lord your too good to me. I thank you with all i have. i love you. Muah

1045
Lord, I slept at 3 last night, wow, anyone this is a sweet morning, gona have breakfast, pray ofr my msg latter, call sukhdave and maybe go shopping. we'll see ok i'll do as you prompt. but for now breakfast is good, Lord I want to tell you that i do a Daniel fast for you because I love you, and i want to learn to become more than you. I'm very transparent and I stop trying to keep a secret cause its a bit hard for me to keep secrets, Well Lord, Please deliver me today from temptations and thanks for leading me to your sweet righteousness, I love you. And yes i'll read some chapters of your lovely word.

I will labour into the rest sweet God
I love you. muah

"Elijah was afraid and ran for his life. When he came to Beersheba in Judah, he left his servant there, while he himself went a day's journey into the desert. He came to a broom tree, sat down under it and prayed that he might die. 'I have had enough, LORD,' he said. 'Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors.' Then he lay down under the tree and fell asleep. "All at once an angel touched him and said, 'Get up and eat.' He looked around, and there by his head was a cake of bread baked over hot coals, and a jar of water. He ate and drank and then lay down again. "The angel of the LORD came back a second time and touched him and said, 'Get up and eat, for the journey is too much for you.' So he got up and ate and drank. Strengthened by that food, he traveled forty days and forty nights until he reached Horeb, the mountain of God." 1 Kings 19:3-8

Feed me Lord, that i can complete the journey.
rajwin

20/7/2006

0630
Dear Lord,

BlogSpot was down. I wake up now and write and wana tell you I love you, I cant even open my eyes and the first thing I wana do is tell you I love you Lord.
Everyone saying I lack sleep Lord, Please make me be fresh today. I got 24hr duty Lord, Please help me stay alert.

Gona wash up now Lord , Just want to tell you again that I love you, Muah.

1300
Lord, thanks for making me fresh, i was quite funny today, crack alot of jokes. Lord I pray also that you will improve my sense of humour. A humour that is edifying and uplifting, not caustic and mean. Help me finish my assignments, and i;m gona pick some durians tommorow morning after duty, i thank you, lord that you will protect me from the snakes, and even the durians from falling on my head and protect my friends as well. And thank you for durians, Lord their really nice, i hope you like them. Help me get big and sweet ones, ok Lord. And please help me to perform my dury well latter.

I'm gona nap now, so please Lord, multiply my 2 hours of sleep to be more, that i may be fresh and bring you glory in my work, I love you lord.

1900
Wow Lord the exercise is cancelled, I can rest now, I dont think I can make it in time for worship practice, anyway Lord thank you. I have a prayer to make

Dear father Lord, I pray that all my being my glorify you, my actions, my words, lord let the word of my mouth the words of my fingers bear fruit upon the lives of many, that there may know you are Lord. thank you. Amen

As for the durians, I'll pickthem tommorow. I love you, And Lord I'm sharing on saturday, tahnks for using me as your vessel, I'll say what you want me to say, I love you Lord. Yes, i've seen the battle plan, the action, the weapons. hmmm.... continue to saturate me Lord. This youth group will impact Singapore, I can see it Lord, KKf will Impact Lord.

rajwin

18/7/2006

Dear Lord,

I thank you that you have been waiting for me. i love you.

Yes, you ask of full obedience, and i will obey, I wont even say but or however.
And by your strength i will succeed. Yes, i feel your energy, in my veins and eyeballs.
Lord, do I forget about the times I have fallen from the 15th/7 to now. Yes, your grace is sufficient, but Lord you have set me free but somehow it still calls, Your staff refuses to let me write or discuss about it any loger but just to focus on you, mypoint is ...... nothing to yours. Its your point in my life.

God, i have just been bombard by several people wanting to talk to me on msn. well, i feel better. Have i really changed? All that i feel change in me is my interest. You are real and eternal and of cos i want to serve your because I love you. You help me in everything i do including running to you. you are such a joy Lord. You have never left me, and so i will again say that i will always praise you name.

Thanks for giving me the strength to kill that cockroach, yes i will step upon snakes and scorpions and especially cockroaches.

God i love you. You know God, Uncle Pritam, wrote about me on SAC, and he posted my last blog, at first i was shy, but i know you will never be shy about me and so i will never be shy about you. i will shout to the masses passionately that i love you, and Lord you will be my strength.

Thanks for the Duty on Monday, it was fun, you know how to take care of me, your so wonderful, i love you.

Jesus is my saviour, there will be no other,
i will shout it out, i want the world to know,

See the revival that will defy all that hold us back from you.

Father this is my prayer, i ask this in jesus name,
you know i love you, i am your servant of the floor, lord i beg thee, jesus, paint this world with your blood red with salvation. Lord let hell be empty and heaven full
i pray against all idols in the lives of the people, may you lord jesus be enthroned in all their lives. Lord in jesus name i pray lord you rid this planet of the prince of the earth, I command you devil, prince of the earth and all your minions in the name of jesus to leave this world,
Lord attend to your sheep, hear our cry, i stand in the gap for the governments of all nations, Lord, that you may help us. Father give us wisdom, Jesus pour your fire in this earth, burn away the chaff of the people, Dear Fther,embrace this planet. Heal the people, Heal the land, Heal the Seas, Heal the Air, Lord when you fire moves around the earth, there will be healing, Lord give us some Heaven here on earth that the people will see you are Lord, Lord, in Jesus name, i want to claim the Internet for you Lord, that you will be glorified in everysite, and blog. Lord in Jesus name, i want to claim the the radio channels, and televison channels Lord, that you will be glorified there as well, lord. Lord you must and will be praise Lord. I know God that you have started a work, in this world, I know Lord that the Devil is away and Lost, i know Lord that the Media is Claimed by you Lord, the nations , governments and housholds Lord all, in your name, i give you glory amen.

Jesus fill me more wit your spirit Lord, I am addicted to you, Pleas eGod, I cant live with oout you, im sorry if i took some steps back from you, but Lord come closer to me or bring me closer, closer, please Lord, i would be happy and the door of your house, but Lord i want to be with you, i am so in love with you lord, i want you.

And yes Lord i will go and sleep now, thank you Lord, I love you. Goodnight my sweet Love, Muah.

i am your servant Lord, and yes uncle Pritam said i am available, you know what Lord i am available to you only Lord, My Love, My Sweet Jesus. I will SHOUT IT OUT LOUD, I LOVE YOU JESUS, I LOVE YOU JESUS, ILOVE YOU JESUS, and i will whisper it in my heart for eternity, MyJesus, I love you.

16/7/2006

"Conversation Readys a Man,
Reading Maketh a Man,
Writting makes him exact."

Dear God,
Please help me, I writeto you now in all places here, the internet. Yes, I want all my life to be an open testimony to you Lord but Lord, Please help me. You know me. I am not really good or outstanding at anything at all.

Dear Lord Love, but you choose only the weak like me, to do your full work. I thank you that you love me fiercely. I thank you that I am set a part and marked by you. O, Lord you lead me to the path that is righteous and I thank you that you preserve me.

Father, forgive me, forgive the world, forgive us, Mercy please. We need you. Fill me with your Holy Spirit, Dont Leave me. I love you. My life is yours, take it all. Father have mercy on us, have mercy on my family, have mercy.

Lord I beg you, Let the world be filled with your Glory, Father I beg you, Let every knee bow and every tongue confess that you are Lord. Please Lord open heaven upon your people, let hell be empty and heaven be full, I beg. Lord Please.

Thank you Lord for protecting me, I love to rest in your shadow, I love to dwell in your presence. Holy Spirit guide me.

Dear Lord, you are so wonderful to me, because you have been faithful and kept me to the path of the righteous, i can only praise you ceaselessly. My soul thirst for you like the deer thirst for the water. Lord never stop filling me Lord. The truth is that i am high and light in your spirit.
Father I love you, please Lord let every thing I do or say be pleasing or affectionate to your heart.

Jesus you know the temptations of my flesh. you know my weaknesses, Lord I give it all to you. Chain me to you Lord and nothing else. Put a leash around my neck.Cover my eyes with your hands that i will not lust with my eyes, supress my hormones Lord, Lord I beg thee. I beg thee in the name of Jesus. Lord i feel that i rather die than grieve your heart or to fall from you. Jesus I am madly in love with you and i dont want to upset thee.

Jesus, sometimes i wish that you could just live my life, but i know you want me to live it and you'll help me live it and i thank you.

And Lord, I thank you Lord for removing my fear of heights,but Lord i'm scared of cockroaches.
I know Lord that you have made me to become a mighty man of valour, God, take full control of me when i see one. How can I be a youth leader when i am scared? Lord i thank you that you have already done a work in my life and i will rise up against this fear, because if you are for me not even the cockroach will scare me. praise God! Lord I lift your name up high in my life you are my banner.

Lord I am your servant of the floor, command me, control me, kill me everyday that my nature may become more like you, than i may please you. I was made for you, and i thank you that you made me for you.

Good night my sweet love, goodnight my sweet Lord, Goodnight my sweet lord, Jesus, I am so in Love with you. Please be beside me when i sleep, i dont want to be alone. i'm scared when you leave me and i know you know that, so never leave me, ok, i love you, i love you i love you.
Muah, and thanks for the wonderful rest i'm gona have tonight. i love you again. Muah