29/10/2006

What problem is to big for you when your gracious enough to bless Ishmael. Enough grace for the whole world.
Oh Lord, I keep having flashes in my mind of the nail that went into your hand is on me. Your grace and mercy is on me. That my wages of sin, that is death is fully paid and your gift of life because of your son, Jesus Christ my beloved.

I thank you lord that you grace pours down onto the earth. Lord, I know this generation will be one filled with casuistry and legalism. Lord, give your servants wisdom. Let those who stand on mans wisdom and the worlds knowledge be brought before your throne.

Lord it is so apparent that he who says he is gracious becomes legalistic and he who is legalistic becomes gracious. Lord why does the heart of man change.

1 Chronicles 4 10
Jabez cried to the God of Israel, saying, Oh, that You would bless me and enlarge my border, and that Your hand might be with me, and You would keep me from evil so it might not hurt me! And God granted his request.

Lord, this was my prayer in primary school and once you told me to pray it in a dream. So Lord please bestow upon me the blessing of Jabez.

4 things i need to do: Pray, Worship, Intercede, Immerse my mind in your word.

Thank you father,
Rajwin

20/10/2006

With reverence.....
Dear God,
A generation of Davidic warriors. I cant believe I am one.
Want to be where the heat is I but swallow my fear at the field. Its encouraging talking to you.
I did not think it would be so demanding but I felt it would be easy. Still feels easy but thinking about it is hard.

'Sign on' in ministry, "Lord here I am send me".

How do or How canI see in the:
Strength of Samson
Wisdom of Solomon
Heart of David
Prophetic Vision of Samuel

How! Idealist, when:
"So are you going to talk to me like this like how you talk to your Mom"
"I....."
"Rajwin, Whats in your mind"
"Are you going to keep silent"
"Is it part of Gods plan for my life".

God I am having alot of difficulties. Exams NS and so much more.

I call upon your name Lord, so save me. I will read my Bile, worship, intercede and pray and I will follow you all day.
You know what Lord I feel like I am like Namaan from 2kings 5:1, A general with spiritual leprosy. I shall dip myself 7 time in the Jordan River with the immersion of myself into your cleansing word and in your ways. More knowledge of you will change me. i know.
Your are too faithful to me, I have to worship you Dad.

Rajwin

17/10/2006
dear father,
grant me good sleep tonight. dont wana be tired tommorow.

Rajwin

3/3/2006

My day was good today, I enjoyed every second whn I am with you. It really is like "health to (my) nerves and sinews, and marrow and moistening to (my) bones".

Proverbs 3 (Contemporary Version)

1My child, remember my teachings and instructions and obey them completely.

2They will help you live a long and prosperous life.

3Let love and loyalty always show like a necklace, and write them in your mind.

4God and people will like you and consider you a success.

5With all your heart you must trust the LORD and not your own judgment.

6Always let him lead you, and he will clear the road for you to follow.

7Don't ever think that you are wise enough, but respect the LORD and stay away from evil.

8This will make you healthy, and you will feel strong.

9Honor the LORD by giving him your money and the first part of all your crops.

10Then you will have more grain and grapes than you will ever need.

11My child, don't turn away or become bitter when the LORD corrects you.

12The LORD corrects everyone he loves, just as parents correct their favorite child.

13God blesses everyone who has wisdom and common sense.

14Wisdom is worth more than silver; it makes you much richer than gold.

15Wisdom is more valuable than precious jewels; nothing you want compares with her.

16In her right hand Wisdom holds a long life, and in her left hand are wealth and honor.

17Wisdom makes life pleasant and leads us safely along.

18Wisdom is a life-giving tree, the source of happiness for all who hold on to her.

19By his wisdom and knowledge the LORD created heaven and earth.

20By his understanding he let the ocean break loose and clouds release the rain.

21My child, use common sense and sound judgment! Always keep them in mind.

22They will help you to live a long and beautiful life.

23You will walk safely and never stumble;

24you will rest without a worry and sleep soundly.

25So don't be afraid of sudden disasters or storms that strike those who are evil.

26You can be sure that the LORD will protect you from harm.

27Do all you can for everyone who deserves your help.

28Don't tell your neighbor to come back tomorrow, if you can help today.

29Don't try to be mean to neighbors who trust you.

30Don't argue just to be arguing, when you haven't been hurt.

31Don't be jealous of cruel people or follow their example.

32The LORD doesn't like anyone who is dishonest, but he lets good people be his friends.

33He places a curse on the home of everyone who is evil, but he blesses the home of every good person.

34The LORD sneers at those who sneer at him, but he is kind to everyone who is humble.

35You will be praised if you are wise, but you will be disgraced if you are a stubborn fool.

I love you Lord, Muah. Le tnot your spirit depart from me.

Rajwin

2/10/2006
Dear Lord,
Its tough speking but I know I can do it by your spirit. I just need to be more sensitive to you Lord.
I know Lord that with you I can have a phenomenal aptitude, not just a limit to a double portion of annointing. Not that I am greedy Lord, but hungry to see your will be done. Not somehow but by pure faith.
I love you Lord.

Being with you,
is never a thief of time.
It is more than an Art,
of head and heart,
More than a want
of therapeutic Art.
all mine time will only know,

What is installed for those who love you.

A key term in the book of Proverbs, "Wisdom" is capitalized throughout, as God's design for living and as a reminder of Christ, Whom the apostle Paul calls "the wisdom of God... in Whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge" (I Cor. 1:24; Col. 2:3 KJV).

Rajwin