29/8/2006

`Dear Lord,
Thanks for Lawrence Siew sermon, it was awesome, you word is powerful. I thank you Lord that i have overcome my spirit of procastination, and that I wll become dicipline and organise.
Lord should I start investing, its on my mind all the time, not money but investing for the sake of investing. Lord if you have given me the prophetic insight to read into macro issues than I should. Lord, you know my heart better than I do. Do I want to invest because of money or for the sake of investing. I will not make it into a gamble. Lord I want whatever I think to glorify you, so if I am doing it selfishly pls make me stop. You know its not very often for me to think just for my self. Lord, I spend what ever money I have on the people around me like a tap, you know how painful I feel sometimes. But thats because I love them. My Mom and Sisters scolds me also and it gets me confussed cause I feel it was what youwould have done. Lord , I know Lord that is I delight and meditate on your word day and night, whatever I do I will succeed.
Lord, at times you know how incredibly foolish I am. Lord wipe me pls. The suffering I face Lord is the suffering of dying to know and be with you more.
Jesus I am in love with you.

Job used to be the book I hated because I was afraid of whatever he went through.
Wel, Lord, only you know whether I am ready or I can be with Job. I know Lord that I will always say I want to be at the front line but at the front line, i get butterflies in my stomach. Well, only you know my heart. All I can tell you Lord is that I truly desire to be where the battle is the fierce. I say it fearfully Lord. I need you. I so very need you Jesus. Lord I am going to sleep now.

TODAY I SLEEP NOW, TOMOROW YOU AWAKE THEN.
for, for me to live is to die to you eveyday.

I will praise you when I fall,
When my Moms angry with me,
When I screw things up,
When when happens.
Praise You.
Praiseing you is now one of my weapons against the enemy.
Lord i want to dwell in your shelter.

Your servant
Rajwin

25/8/2006

True security is my relationship with you Lord.

Concentrate on your testimony, Rajwin. But at the same time, realize that maintaining a strong testimony is no easy task. When you are faithful to Jesus Christ it will cost you something. You will often be misunderstood, even by your closest friends and family members. You will have constant attacks from an enemy you can not even see. Faithfullness to Christ may even cost you your home, your ambition, your liffe. Your full reward will not come only unitil your work is completed. But serving Christ is a great challenge, but no other life offers greater rewards." Availability and dependability is the best tool God wants.

Isaiah 40:30-31
30Even youths shall faint and be weary, and [selected] young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;
31But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up [close to God] as eagles [mount up to the sun]; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.(J)

Acts 1:8
8But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.

21/08/06

O wonderful God,
Such a lovely day today, You have thought me so much.

1) Pen down your thoughts or blog - so you wont forget important wisdoms which will change your life
2) Organise to Maximise.
3) Do the small things to excellence, and you will give me big things or projects. Spirit of Excellence. Start from brushing my teeth and face to organising my room to studying to the projects you have tasks me to do.
4) Need a bin in my room but it has to be put at a' geomantic' position, in relation that it would not afffect my mind when I enter my room.
5) Cleanliness is next to Godliness. Keep myself and my room clean, cause its hygienic and I wont fall ill so often.
6) An organise room is an organise mind.

Dear Lord, I want to thank you for Moses, Amar and Roger, that you have given me good friends that are after your heart that we may keep each other strong and aid and compliment each other in doing your work.Lord, I love you.

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Christian clothing. Contact Faith Gear.
Cafe Desi.

I love you God.

everyone who has been wise will shine as bright as the sky above, and everyone who has led others to please God will shine like stars.
Daniel 12.3


Rajwin

15/8/2006

Dear God,
Mission to England was fun, I learn alot, Lord, Let your Holy Spirit remember all I need to know that will affect my future. Thanks for making it a success, eventhough i felt I was abit blur half the time. I thank you Lord.

When i organise I maximise, so dear Lord help me focus. Lord its you I wana impress and I thank you I impress you with your strength and it is your Holy Spirit that motivates inspires and helps me.

Focus Focus Focus, I shall on you Lord Jesus.
Its a wide world, but your wider. I love you Lord.

May I be dead to sin tommorow Lord, I know I shall.
My my life praise you forever.

Rajwin

01/08/2006

Lord, i got 6 and a half months and i'll be done with my national service. its not easy eventhough i am lucky to be just a trainer in the police force. I realise if the works hard, people become people of good character but if the works easy people become people of...

Well, I know for sure most people like me, I know that some people despise me because they think i'm weird. I feel that everyones looking at me and when I do something wrong or screwup, some people are quick to ridicule me. \While most are merciful which i am very grateful for, the mockers are rather difficult to love. Please help me love them.

Well, Lord whatever it is I only care about what you think about me.

And, I dont know why i'm thinking about things in Singapore when I am in london. Lord this is a beautiful place, though I feel that the people are rather spiritually lethargic.

Thanks for bringing me here Lord, and taking care of me, Bless sam and Angeling for housing, Wilson, Uncle Pritam and I and bless all those who are gona house us. And Lord heal me from this jet Lag. Lead me to the path of righteousness Lord. I love you.

Rajwin