19/9/2006
5 months left and I ORD, So glad that I can phisically confide in you here.
Lord let me not get dissolved and lose my salt nor let me dim. let not your spirit depart for me.
I have been thinking,
The 'I' in I is my greatest weakness.
The I in you is strong.
I have to confess that I am completely perplexed about antinomianism, I believe in its aplogetics but it seriously is an indigestion to the human realm. Lord am I being too casuistic?
Too spiritual? Why am I in the first place obess about not sinning when it is impossible? Lord I know your Grace is sufficient.
In the OT where ever there was unrepented and continuous(as I observe) sin "ichabad" would befall the land. In theNT, grace is given to the humble. It would benatural for a healthily humble person to repentant or be apologetic. I conclude that humility and repentence are the two sharp edges of a double edged sword.
Lord, thanks for being good to me. keep me humble and let your will be done in the lives of the people on earth. I shall think big because your big. I love you.
Rajwin
