love letters to glorious god

2007-04-12T21:02:00.000-07:00

13/4/2007

Only fear the LORD, and serve him in truth with all your heart; for consider how great things he hath done for you. 1 Samuel 12:24

O Dear Lord, I place my family upon your alter, my friends.

3Blessed (happy, [a]to be envied, and [b]spiritually prosperous--[c]with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the poor in spirit (the humble, who rate themselves insignificant), for theirs is the kingdom of heaven!

5Blessed (happy, blithesome, joyous, [e]spiritually prosperous--[f]with life-joy and satisfaction in God's favor and salvation, regardless of their outward conditions) are the meek (the mild, patient, long-suffering), for they shall inherit the earth!

I thank you Lord that you heard me.
You know my struggles,
Lord my prayer list is long.
I cannot cease praying.
Lord, let not my struggles make me a hypocrite.
Forgive me, Thank you for making me weak to carrying unforgiveness, pride. Thank you for your light yolk, where i find my rest.

Thank you for moving this nation. Hallelujah.

rajwin

2007-03-10T19:37:00.000-08:00

11/03/2007

For he must reign, till he hath put all enemies under his feet. The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death. 1 Corinthians 15:25-26

I thank you Lord that you will reign in my heart untill death is destroyed. Destroy all the other strongholds in my life. Thank you Lord, Hallelujah. Thank you Lord.

Rajwin

2007-03-02T19:45:00.000-08:00

23/03/07

I would love to have your zeal Lord, everyday, but zeal without knowledge is foolish.
So please Lord, thank you for never leaving me though I stumble, this only allows me to conclude that I really really belong to you. One day I will be a pastor, and Lord, punish me everyday and correct me that I may glorify your name.

Rajwin.

2007-02-26T04:19:00.000-08:00

26/02/2007

Wherefore by their fruits ye shall know them. Not every one that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Matthew 7:20-21

The Strokes of a pen can change the world.
The Voice of a Virtuaso captivates the people.
The Touch and Caress of fingers comfort or destroy a man.
.....I could go on but the pen is still mightier.

Praise you Lord, thank you for this wonderful productive day, a step closer to victory, a step closer to you, a growing of myself in stature and love. strength to strength, grace to grace, bringing your name from glory to glory.
thank you Lord.

And yes, I was just wondering, perhaps if I were your pen because the pen seems to be the mightiest of all the instrument of man, stronger than the caress of a women or the music of men. Will I ever run out of ink? You fill me.

I wana live, wana love you more.

Rajwin

2007-02-25T06:41:00.000-08:00

25/2/2007

Apart from you Lord, Am I really that inately alienated?
It was because of Father Adam thats why you cant be in us, right? But thank you for Jesus, phew! I really cannot imagine how I have come this far without you, eventhough its not that far at least its far, haha.

So in my soul which comprises of my, mind, will and emotions which part is still in degeneracy?
Its definately my mind, will and emotion.
Oh man! Thats everything.
And so I cannot curse at my discontent so what do I do? Argh!
HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM.
Sing thats a good idea, it really is my middle name, Singh.
Thats so true actually, the best thing to do is praise and the worst thing is to condemn, and who better to praise than you.
Thank you Lord.

Always for you,
Rajwin

2007-02-23T20:02:00.000-08:00

24/02/2007

Dear Lord,
Why is it that I cannot write eventhough I can?

I am restless, impatient, maybe even tired of repressing the fire of zeal! lest in my youthful energy be branded a foolish zealot! Tired. How much does one need to to know, to know if he is acting in wisdom and not passion. Let me know what I can glorify for your name and give me the courage and give me the the tenacity of patience to glorify you.

SIN

(dEPRAVED Dissolute decay degenaRate DIshonouRable decadent

dIsReputeble devIant debase degRaded dIssIpated Debauched

Despicable deterIorate declIne debilitate)

Sin is more destructive than I thought, worst than cancer.

It actually makes me weaker, stupid!

Am I to sin that your grace abound? By NO mean! How can I? If I am dead to you.

Lord How long does it take to sanctify, purify. When? how? can i be that polished diamond glorifying your name.

Your Staff pokes me everyday, which is good, thanks Lord.

Fill me with

peace not restlessness

cell group not voidless chatter

love not ambition

purity not pornography

your will not mine

humility not pride

wisdom not foolishness......

Jesus the time has come for you to be glorified.

Lord let me manage myself when others appear to me as people who are hard to love. I cant make eveyone happy and be politically correct eveywhere, let me be in your very good book of good books.

Servant of the floor,

Rajwin SIngh Sandhu

2007-01-07T08:44:00.000-08:00

Dear Lord,
I want to thank you for all that you have done for me. Dear Lord, I have learnt so much ironically from "samaritans".

Your word is food for my spirit, strength to my mind, knowledge to my zeal, esteem to my confidence.

Let me not be divided, O, do not pass me by. I am all but a fool without you.

Let me be blessed in this year of double portion, let that rainbow colour my life, tell me the secrets of the stars, Kings, give me insturction in wise dealings in righteousness, justice and equity.

Please Lord let your wrath dicipline me that I might purge away my foolishness and bring you joy. Let me not say my body is weak but my spirit is willing.

With your grace let me be successful in your work. A patient man can save a city from destruction. i love you lord.

Rajwin

2006-12-10T20:35:00.000-08:00

11/12/2006

Dear Lord, It is written that the heart of man will go cold in the last days as evil abounds but I stick to your word, hope. Dear Lord, thank you lord.

http://www.bible.com/devotional-detail.php?juli=2454081&dtype=Proverbs

Proverbs 30:11-14 (KJV):11 There is a generation that curseth their father, and doth not bless their mother.12 There is a generation that are pure in their own eyes, and yet is not washed from their filthiness.13 There is a generation, O how lofty are their eyes! and their eyelids are lifted up.14 There is a generation, whose teeth are as swords, and their jaw teeth as knives, to devour the poor from off the earth, and the needy from among men.
Proverbs 30:11-14 (AMP):11 There is a class of people who curse their fathers and do not bless their mothers.12 There is a class of people who are pure in their own eyes, and yet are not washed from their own filth.13 There is a class of people -- oh, how lofty are their eyes and their raised eyelids!14 There is a class of people whose teeth are as swords and whose fangs as knives, to devour the poor from the earth and the needy from among men.

Thoughts for the Day
These verses from Proverbs tell us there is a generation of people who are so wicked that they curse their own parents; and they are so prideful, they do not see their own wickedness of evil speaking, and taking advantage of the poor and needy for their own benefit.
I believe these verses were not only speaking of an evil generation at the time of this writing, but they are also prophetic in nature, pointing to the generation that would exist right before the second coming of the Lord Jesus. In the New Testament, this same generation is described in these words:

2 Timothy 3:1-5: 1 This know also, that in the last days perilous times shall come.2 For men shall be lovers of their own selves, covetous, boasters, proud, blasphemers, disobedient to parents, unthankful, unholy,3 Without natural affection, trucebreakers, false accusers, incontinent, fierce, despisers of those that are good,4 Traitors, heady, highminded, lovers of pleasures more than lovers of God;5 Having a form of godliness, but denying the power thereof: from such turn away.

As we compare these two lists of verses, we can see that in Proverbs, the Bible says this generation will curse their parents, while in 2 Timothy, it is stated that they will be disobedient to their parents. In Proverbs, it says this generation will be prideful and think they are holy, while in 2 Timothy, it speaks of them as heady and high-minded and having a form of godliness.
James 5:1-6: 1 Go to now, ye rich men, weep and howl for your miseries that shall come upon you.2 Your riches are corrupted, and your garments are motheaten.3 Your gold and silver is cankered; and the rust of them shall be a witness against you, and shall eat your flesh as it were fire. Ye have heaped treasure together for the last days.4 Behold, the hire of the labourers who have reaped down your fields, which is of you kept back by fraud, crieth: and the cries of them which have reaped are entered into the ears of the Lord of sabaoth.5 Ye have lived in pleasure on the earth, and been wanton; ye have nourished your hearts, as in a day of slaughter.6 Ye have condemned and killed the just; and he doth not resist you.Proverbs 30:14 talks about a generation that devours and takes advantage of the poor, while the scriptures in James speak of rich men who have heaped up their money at the expense of defrauding those who labored for them by paying them inadequate wages. The Lord hears the cries of these poor people and in the end, these kinds of wicked people will surely reap what they have sown. There is a generation of people who have hardened their hearts to the things of God, and God is angry with them. They cannot enter in the rest of God unless they repent. The generation that does evil toward their own parents by cursing them, is low indeed. And the second evil of taking advantage of the poor, makes them more despicable, as they are hard-hearted with no feelings for the needy.

Hebrews 3:7-11: 7 Wherefore (as the Holy Ghost saith, To day if ye will hear his voice,8 Harden not your hearts, as in the provocation, in the day of temptation in the wilderness:9 When your fathers tempted me, proved me, and saw my works forty years.10 Wherefore I was grieved with that generation, and said, They do alway err in their heart; and they have not known my ways.11 So I sware in my wrath, They shall not enter into my rest.)

Love, rajwin

2006-12-02T03:01:00.000-08:00

2/12/2006

Dear Lord,
I thank you for your grace and mercy. Its the second December I am celebrating with no Holidays. Though I feel childishly foolishly upset, I just gona forget it and celebrate everyday like a friday. Thank you Lord for moulding my mind and giving me the patience that I can learn to be more methodoligical, analitical and at the same time dependent on your Holy Spirit.

Thank you Lord for your servant Aurelius Augustine aka Augustine of Hippo, Doctor of the church. His testimony glorifies you and as further read more about him, I just want to thank you for your sovereignty over this World and in my life. Thank you Lord.

Rajwin

2006-11-25T17:14:00.000-08:00

27/11/2006
Morning Lord,
Proverbs 30:
7 "Two things I ask of you, O LORD;
do not refuse me before I die:
8 Keep falsehood and lies far from me;
give me neither poverty nor riches,
but give me only my daily bread.
9 Otherwise, I may have too much and disown you
and say, 'Who is the LORD ?'
Or I may become poor and steal,
and so dishonor the name of my God.

Father, I hold fast to my prayers Lord,
1) Thank you for your Grace and Mercy in my Life.
2) Let me enjoy all the Days of my life, anyway according to your plan.
3)Keep me from evil and extend my boundaries.
4) Keep me wise.

Thank you, Lord.
Rajwin

2006-11-24T18:21:00.000-08:00

25/11/0006
Dear Lord,
I love you. Please help me meditate on your word as much as possible. My mind idle is not only like an empty pot but like a weak fotress, losing to the enemy. Your word is like a roof over my home, the walls around my home, and its my sword.

Lord, help me repent(change) and be a fotress that glorifys you. Anyhow, someway, just make it your way. Let my Church be a light to its people group. Thank you Lord that its by your grace that I am alive and can interced and worship you. I love you, Lord. Lord shake this country, thank you for the revival. Thank you for the grace you have showed Singapore. Thank you for healing Singapore. Praise you Lord!

2 Corinthians 10:4-6 (NIV)
4The weapons we fight with are not the weapons of the world. On the contrary, they have divine power to demolish strongholds. 5We demolish arguments and every pretension that sets itself up against the knowledge of God, and we take captive every thought to make it obedient to Christ. 6And we will be ready to punish every act of disobedience, once your obedience is complete.
(AMplified)
4For the weapons of our warfare are not physical [weapons of flesh and blood], but they are mighty before God for the overthrow and destruction of strongholds,
5[Inasmuch as we] refute arguments and theories and reasonings and every proud and lofty thing that sets itself up against the [true] knowledge of God; and we lead every thought and purpose away captive into the obedience of Christ (the Messiah, the Anointed One),
6Being in readiness to punish every [insubordinate for his] disobedience, when your own submission and obedience [as a church] are fully secured and complete.

Hallelujah

"Yield to the Word of God and yield blessings", yes Lord, as your word commands
Praise God.

Rajwin

2006-11-18T18:56:00.000-08:00

19/11/2006
Morning Lord,
I am feeling fresh and alert, I read your word, ate breakfast with my Dad, and I feel good, Lord. I was pondering during breakfast, Was Jesus apolitical, detatched from the political arena and how should we emulate that.

Other things that I have been pondering about is covenant we have with Jesus paralleled with the Marital act. Because if it is, than "self-gratification" and artificial contraception or any othe perversions of the act would be profane. However Lord, such a view is congruent with the Catholic view. I know I was a heretic in GP class back in college but Lord not in the church I love. The marital act is sacred and it is paralled to communion. No that I am legalistic but any comprimise of this act would lead to a multitude of grey areas. Luther and Calvin held the view of the sacredness of the marital act.

Lord, I regard the marital act as sacred. If it is viewed in any other way but sacred, provision for perversion will seep in. These conviction are for me to live my life, a life that is prudent, wise, prosperous. It is scriptorial, not from any other authority. It is not my way, but yours. I have set my mind on things that are of above where Christ is seated at the right hand of God. Not by my strength but by prayerful abstinence and pre-marital celibacy.
Lord, let thy will be done in my life as it is in heaven.

Even more importantly Lord, keep me from evil and extend my boundaries. take not thy Holy Spirit from me. Praise you Lord.

And Father, I believe Lord that Evangelical Newly Reformed, Five Fold Ministry Orientated Christianity is Biblical Christianity at its most potent. Not because I sort of grew up in such environment but Lord because, in my opinion, it is at the cutting edge.

When practiced, there is equal emphasis in the Word, Spirit. For from your word you are magnified, and from your word that resides in our minds your Holy Spirit convicts, counsels, encourages us.

I got to get ready to go to church Lord, I ponder when I write again.
Some key points in case i forget: autonomy, harmony, ...

I had a wonderfultime in church, one thing importnt I learn today is that we come to church to give to you, and worship you not to get anything.

Moving on Lord, yes, there is more autonomy between the self and the church, thus there is more opportunity for spiritual growth.

Maybe Lord, I should dwell upon this somewhere else not in this letter. Its just that I feel this is the foundation of my ministry for you. Dear Lord, I want to serve you. Thankl you for your wisdom. I love you Lord.

Rajwin

2006-11-17T20:52:00.000-08:00

18/11/2006

Wah! Lord,
Now I know what you mean, when you said you dislike lukewarmness. Let me be infinity degress hot. I have a feeling Lord that the world finds me weird because I follow you.
My mind to your Word;
My will to the will of Christ;
My emotions that of your Holy Spirit.

What Pastor Pritam told me is true, I cannot focus too much on your word and neglect the will/duty of Christ and conviction of the Holy Spirit. I'd have lose my Wisdom because of my foolishness.

The world sees meekness as a weakness not as characteristic treasured by you. I can not find that many people who are honest teamplayers. Everyone seems to be focused on their Self - ambitions. Lord, the wisdom of this world is different to yours.

Lord, I am not bold enough, I keep myself back confusing myself that I have to be meek in wisdom. You have given me a spirit of boldness Lord, so give me wisdom to gain it.
I use to be so bold but now most of the time I am struggling to be politically correct. It is not for my mind to know if I am double minded but maybe I am, but I am making every effort to be complete for you. So that I can do work you have called me for well.

I love you Lord, you know I do. Keep me from evil. Extend my boundaries. let my actions and speech glorify you.

You are Holy Lord

Rajwin

2006-11-17T07:35:00.000-08:00

Dear Lord,
Thanks for the hunger, that you have given me for your word. Dear Lord, I love you. I enjoy my preoccupied busy life, because I know an empty mind is the devils workshop but Lord I really need to organise more. Please give me the wisdom to organise myself.
Cause I know Lord when i organise I maximise.

Rajwin

2006-11-15T15:20:00.000-08:00

16/11/2006
Morning Lord,
Please keep me alert an sharp today. Let my actions words glorify you. Please improve my sense of humour. Been thiknig of weird jokes. And Lord please make sure I am relaxed on the journey and thatI will be early.

Rajwin

2006-11-15T07:27:00.000-08:00

15/11/2006

Dear Lord,
Its been a good day. I should have read your word while comming back home rather than listen to that music, I would have felt better now. The music was temporary. Your word last for a long time. Especially when I read it in that 'lectio divina' way.

Lord, my mind always gets mess up in thoelogical philosophy and struggles and in the searching and reflecting, and along with praying, worship and intercessing my mind gets transformed. Its that called spritually growing or will I one day be complete and emulated to you Lord. I want to be like you. I feel like I have completely overcome some of my struggles. I shared with my close friend that my eyes no longer covet. Well, he said it was only natural and instinctive, but thank you Lord that you allow us qualities of divinity through your Son Jesus. God your amazing. I seriously am amazed, never thought i could ever get over it. And you know what Lord now I truly see why we are made in your image cause we can get over our struggles and be Holy because You are a Holy God. and I love you.

My days of being like an 'animal eyeing any mate' is over. And praise you God. Haleluyah! I feel so free. But God, I know the battle issint over, for I know when the devil will tempt. I'll be prepared.
1st defense: Break into silent prayer, close my eyes, sing worship songs.
2nd defense: Evacuate.
Set.

You know what Lord, when i was entering the lift, a sudden craving for cold beer suddenly arouse. I was quite appalled because just when I thought I had gotten over something, now I have this demon in my closet. Thankfully it was juat a moment. But why Lord? when I entered the lift? Was an alchoholic there before me? Whatever it is Lord, I am not going to focus on it because only you are worth my focus, not battling the Devil. I do the praising, you do the fighting. Prasie God.

I love you Lord

Rajwin

2006-11-13T06:43:00.000-08:00

13/11/2006

Dear Lord,
Its a wonderful day, i thank you for your faithfullness to Singapore. Praise you Lord! Thanks for answering our prayers. Thank you Lord for sending your servant Prophet T B Joshua. Thank you for the Revival. Praise you Lord, that every knne wil bow and every toungue will confess the you are Lord. I love you Lord. Praise you Lord.Love you Jesus

Rajwin

2006-11-12T08:39:00.000-08:00

13/111/2006
Dear Lord,
I worship you with all my strength and resources and I am enjoying it. Again I pray that in your grace Lord that you extend my boundaries and keep me from evil. Take not your Holy Spirit from me. I thank you for healing and the wonderful work you have for this small but great nation for Singapore.
Lord heal the vice that is like a gangrene and the cancer of self- ambition and bitter envy. Lord I thank you for civil society in accordance to your word, that all the Uncles and Aunties and fellow Brothers and Sisters may live in fraternity in Christ Jesus.
Lord thank you.
Thank you for the national healing rally.
And God, lead me to the apt passages in the Bible everyday.
Praise you Jesus.

Rajwin

2006-11-11T08:20:00.000-08:00

13/11/2006

Dear Lord,
It has been a calm week. I enjoyed the strom. Thank you so much for being kind to me. Been thinking alot of the future, What an I going to study? and everything. I love you Lord. I know you have a plan for me.

It is important that I always remember that "knowledge without zeal is useless". So Lord, I shall seek it as much as I can to make an impact for you. And Lord, keep me from evil because I struggle eveyday. It is out of my ability to be holy for you. I really have to depend 200% on your Holy spirit. Dear Lord, have mercy on Ted Haagard. Everything that comes to light will be made Holy, so Lord, I know he has been healed of his afliction.
Lord of Holiness
Lord of Justice
Lord of Grace
Lord of Mercy
Lord, let your light shine in your church, in this age of societal enthropy. Dear father, though I am meek Lord keep my chin up, chest out, back straight to be assertive of you.

Lord, you know how some people think it skeptical that I can change and be born again into your light, wel Lord, I dont care what they think. I just care about what you think. Lord, I cry out to you. let your way be done in my life.

Lord, let me not be lead into the Babylonian system but let me be of you.

Jesus I love you, i cant stand struggling anymore. I havent even started my ministry and I am suffering. I have patterns of victory and freedom and periods in the doldrums like Ted Haggard did. Lord, I am not a hypocrite, I love you with all my mind, soul, but my body Lord though I try to emulate you Lord, is my weakest link. Dear Lord save me. I dont ever want to fall.

Lord, bless me as i sleep, I wana breath for you.

Rajwin

2006-10-27T20:40:00.000-07:00

29/10/2006

What problem is to big for you when your gracious enough to bless Ishmael. Enough grace for the whole world.
Oh Lord, I keep having flashes in my mind of the nail that went into your hand is on me. Your grace and mercy is on me. That my wages of sin, that is death is fully paid and your gift of life because of your son, Jesus Christ my beloved.

I thank you lord that you grace pours down onto the earth. Lord, I know this generation will be one filled with casuistry and legalism. Lord, give your servants wisdom. Let those who stand on mans wisdom and the worlds knowledge be brought before your throne.

Lord it is so apparent that he who says he is gracious becomes legalistic and he who is legalistic becomes gracious. Lord why does the heart of man change.

1 Chronicles 4 10
Jabez cried to the God of Israel, saying, Oh, that You would bless me and enlarge my border, and that Your hand might be with me, and You would keep me from evil so it might not hurt me! And God granted his request.

Lord, this was my prayer in primary school and once you told me to pray it in a dream. So Lord please bestow upon me the blessing of Jabez.

4 things i need to do: Pray, Worship, Intercede, Immerse my mind in your word.

Thank you father,
Rajwin

2006-10-19T09:50:00.000-07:00

20/10/2006

With reverence.....
Dear God,
A generation of Davidic warriors. I cant believe I am one.
Want to be where the heat is I but swallow my fear at the field. Its encouraging talking to you.
I did not think it would be so demanding but I felt it would be easy. Still feels easy but thinking about it is hard.

'Sign on' in ministry, "Lord here I am send me".

How do or How canI see in the:
Strength of Samson
Wisdom of Solomon
Heart of David
Prophetic Vision of Samuel

How! Idealist, when:
"So are you going to talk to me like this like how you talk to your Mom"
"I....."
"Rajwin, Whats in your mind"
"Are you going to keep silent"
"Is it part of Gods plan for my life".

God I am having alot of difficulties. Exams NS and so much more.

I call upon your name Lord, so save me. I will read my Bile, worship, intercede and pray and I will follow you all day.
You know what Lord I feel like I am like Namaan from 2kings 5:1, A general with spiritual leprosy. I shall dip myself 7 time in the Jordan River with the immersion of myself into your cleansing word and in your ways. More knowledge of you will change me. i know.
Your are too faithful to me, I have to worship you Dad.

Rajwin

2006-10-16T05:51:00.001-07:00

17/10/2006
dear father,
grant me good sleep tonight. dont wana be tired tommorow.

Rajwin

2006-10-03T05:50:00.000-07:00

3/3/2006

My day was good today, I enjoyed every second whn I am with you. It really is like "health to (my) nerves and sinews, and marrow and moistening to (my) bones".

Proverbs 3 (Contemporary Version)

1My child, remember my teachings and instructions and obey them completely.

2They will help you live a long and prosperous life.

3Let love and loyalty always show like a necklace, and write them in your mind.

4God and people will like you and consider you a success.

5With all your heart you must trust the LORD and not your own judgment.

6Always let him lead you, and he will clear the road for you to follow.

7Don't ever think that you are wise enough, but respect the LORD and stay away from evil.

8This will make you healthy, and you will feel strong.

9Honor the LORD by giving him your money and the first part of all your crops.

10Then you will have more grain and grapes than you will ever need.

11My child, don't turn away or become bitter when the LORD corrects you.

12The LORD corrects everyone he loves, just as parents correct their favorite child.

13God blesses everyone who has wisdom and common sense.

14Wisdom is worth more than silver; it makes you much richer than gold.

15Wisdom is more valuable than precious jewels; nothing you want compares with her.

16In her right hand Wisdom holds a long life, and in her left hand are wealth and honor.

17Wisdom makes life pleasant and leads us safely along.

18Wisdom is a life-giving tree, the source of happiness for all who hold on to her.

19By his wisdom and knowledge the LORD created heaven and earth.

20By his understanding he let the ocean break loose and clouds release the rain.

21My child, use common sense and sound judgment! Always keep them in mind.

22They will help you to live a long and beautiful life.

23You will walk safely and never stumble;

24you will rest without a worry and sleep soundly.

25So don't be afraid of sudden disasters or storms that strike those who are evil.

26You can be sure that the LORD will protect you from harm.

27Do all you can for everyone who deserves your help.

28Don't tell your neighbor to come back tomorrow, if you can help today.

29Don't try to be mean to neighbors who trust you.

30Don't argue just to be arguing, when you haven't been hurt.

31Don't be jealous of cruel people or follow their example.

32The LORD doesn't like anyone who is dishonest, but he lets good people be his friends.

33He places a curse on the home of everyone who is evil, but he blesses the home of every good person.

34The LORD sneers at those who sneer at him, but he is kind to everyone who is humble.

35You will be praised if you are wise, but you will be disgraced if you are a stubborn fool.

I love you Lord, Muah. Le tnot your spirit depart from me.

Rajwin

2006-10-02T03:55:00.000-07:00

2/10/2006
Dear Lord,
Its tough speking but I know I can do it by your spirit. I just need to be more sensitive to you Lord.
I know Lord that with you I can have a phenomenal aptitude, not just a limit to a double portion of annointing. Not that I am greedy Lord, but hungry to see your will be done. Not somehow but by pure faith.
I love you Lord.

Being with you,
is never a thief of time.
It is more than an Art,
of head and heart,
More than a want
of therapeutic Art.
all mine time will only know,

What is installed for those who love you.

A key term in the book of Proverbs, "Wisdom" is capitalized throughout, as God's design for living and as a reminder of Christ, Whom the apostle Paul calls "the wisdom of God... in Whom are hid all the treasures of wisdom and knowledge" (I Cor. 1:24; Col. 2:3 KJV).

Rajwin

2006-09-30T22:27:00.000-07:00

1/10/2006

Dear Dad,

Its my favourite month of the year. Its also going to be one of the busiest. October was always a month of change for me, I am looking forward to what you have installed for me.

I love you Lord.

"When everyone laughs at me,
It doesnt matter because,
Jesus Loves ME"
Yay.
Hahahahahahahahahahaha.

I love you Lord thank you for your grace and mercy.

Rajwin

2006-09-18T22:09:00.000-07:00

19/9/2006

5 months left and I ORD, So glad that I can phisically confide in you here.

Lord let me not get dissolved and lose my salt nor let me dim. let not your spirit depart for me.

I have been thinking,
The 'I' in I is my greatest weakness.
The I in you is strong.

I have to confess that I am completely perplexed about antinomianism, I believe in its aplogetics but it seriously is an indigestion to the human realm. Lord am I being too casuistic?
Too spiritual? Why am I in the first place obess about not sinning when it is impossible? Lord I know your Grace is sufficient.

In the OT where ever there was unrepented and continuous(as I observe) sin "ichabad" would befall the land. In theNT, grace is given to the humble. It would benatural for a healthily humble person to repentant or be apologetic. I conclude that humility and repentence are the two sharp edges of a double edged sword.

Lord, thanks for being good to me. keep me humble and let your will be done in the lives of the people on earth. I shall think big because your big. I love you.

Rajwin

2006-08-29T08:48:00.000-07:00

29/8/2006

`Dear Lord,
Thanks for Lawrence Siew sermon, it was awesome, you word is powerful. I thank you Lord that i have overcome my spirit of procastination, and that I wll become dicipline and organise.
Lord should I start investing, its on my mind all the time, not money but investing for the sake of investing. Lord if you have given me the prophetic insight to read into macro issues than I should. Lord, you know my heart better than I do. Do I want to invest because of money or for the sake of investing. I will not make it into a gamble. Lord I want whatever I think to glorify you, so if I am doing it selfishly pls make me stop. You know its not very often for me to think just for my self. Lord, I spend what ever money I have on the people around me like a tap, you know how painful I feel sometimes. But thats because I love them. My Mom and Sisters scolds me also and it gets me confussed cause I feel it was what youwould have done. Lord , I know Lord that is I delight and meditate on your word day and night, whatever I do I will succeed.
Lord, at times you know how incredibly foolish I am. Lord wipe me pls. The suffering I face Lord is the suffering of dying to know and be with you more.
Jesus I am in love with you.

Job used to be the book I hated because I was afraid of whatever he went through.
Wel, Lord, only you know whether I am ready or I can be with Job. I know Lord that I will always say I want to be at the front line but at the front line, i get butterflies in my stomach. Well, only you know my heart. All I can tell you Lord is that I truly desire to be where the battle is the fierce. I say it fearfully Lord. I need you. I so very need you Jesus. Lord I am going to sleep now.

TODAY I SLEEP NOW, TOMOROW YOU AWAKE THEN.
for, for me to live is to die to you eveyday.

I will praise you when I fall,
When my Moms angry with me,
When I screw things up,
When when happens.
Praise You.
Praiseing you is now one of my weapons against the enemy.
Lord i want to dwell in your shelter.

Your servant
Rajwin

2006-08-25T08:49:00.000-07:00

25/8/2006

True security is my relationship with you Lord.

Concentrate on your testimony, Rajwin. But at the same time, realize that maintaining a strong testimony is no easy task. When you are faithful to Jesus Christ it will cost you something. You will often be misunderstood, even by your closest friends and family members. You will have constant attacks from an enemy you can not even see. Faithfullness to Christ may even cost you your home, your ambition, your liffe. Your full reward will not come only unitil your work is completed. But serving Christ is a great challenge, but no other life offers greater rewards." Availability and dependability is the best tool God wants.

Isaiah 40:30-31
30Even youths shall faint and be weary, and [selected] young men shall feebly stumble and fall exhausted;
31But those who wait for the Lord [who expect, look for, and hope in Him] shall change and renew their strength and power; they shall lift their wings and mount up [close to God] as eagles [mount up to the sun]; they shall run and not be weary, they shall walk and not faint or become tired.(J)

Acts 1:8
8But you shall receive power (ability, efficiency, and might) when the Holy Spirit has come upon you, and you shall be My witnesses in Jerusalem and all Judea and Samaria and to the ends (the very bounds) of the earth.

2006-08-20T09:16:00.000-07:00

21/08/06

O wonderful God,
Such a lovely day today, You have thought me so much.

1) Pen down your thoughts or blog - so you wont forget important wisdoms which will change your life
2) Organise to Maximise.
3) Do the small things to excellence, and you will give me big things or projects. Spirit of Excellence. Start from brushing my teeth and face to organising my room to studying to the projects you have tasks me to do.
4) Need a bin in my room but it has to be put at a' geomantic' position, in relation that it would not afffect my mind when I enter my room.
5) Cleanliness is next to Godliness. Keep myself and my room clean, cause its hygienic and I wont fall ill so often.
6) An organise room is an organise mind.

Dear Lord, I want to thank you for Moses, Amar and Roger, that you have given me good friends that are after your heart that we may keep each other strong and aid and compliment each other in doing your work.Lord, I love you.

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Christian clothing. Contact Faith Gear.
Cafe Desi.

I love you God.

everyone who has been wise will shine as bright as the sky above, and everyone who has led others to please God will shine like stars.
Daniel 12.3

Rajwin

2006-08-14T12:12:00.000-07:00

15/8/2006

Dear God,
Mission to England was fun, I learn alot, Lord, Let your Holy Spirit remember all I need to know that will affect my future. Thanks for making it a success, eventhough i felt I was abit blur half the time. I thank you Lord.

When i organise I maximise, so dear Lord help me focus. Lord its you I wana impress and I thank you I impress you with your strength and it is your Holy Spirit that motivates inspires and helps me.

Focus Focus Focus, I shall on you Lord Jesus.
Its a wide world, but your wider. I love you Lord.

May I be dead to sin tommorow Lord, I know I shall.
My my life praise you forever.

Rajwin

2006-08-01T07:01:00.000-07:00

01/08/2006

Lord, i got 6 and a half months and i'll be done with my national service. its not easy eventhough i am lucky to be just a trainer in the police force. I realise if the works hard, people become people of good character but if the works easy people become people of...

Well, I know for sure most people like me, I know that some people despise me because they think i'm weird. I feel that everyones looking at me and when I do something wrong or screwup, some people are quick to ridicule me. \While most are merciful which i am very grateful for, the mockers are rather difficult to love. Please help me love them.

Well, Lord whatever it is I only care about what you think about me.

And, I dont know why i'm thinking about things in Singapore when I am in london. Lord this is a beautiful place, though I feel that the people are rather spiritually lethargic.

Thanks for bringing me here Lord, and taking care of me, Bless sam and Angeling for housing, Wilson, Uncle Pritam and I and bless all those who are gona house us. And Lord heal me from this jet Lag. Lead me to the path of righteousness Lord. I love you.

Rajwin

2006-07-25T20:11:00.000-07:00

25/7/06

I remember thinking today, Lord, I feel a multitude of differant kind of feelings and states, which just leave me all overwhelmed. Its hard to start. Well, I'll reflecting on it.

God, I wana thank you for the lift I got today, Your amazing. Brother Fredrick Goh, is an exemplary model for service for christ. He gave me a lift to my home when he stays so far off. I got his name card. And I know its in your plan that I network with him and his family, and learn and experiance your blessings on Lighthouse church. Lord, he is just an ordinary man but he is burning for you. Its hard to imagine him as the hot temperedman he once was. Yes Lord, we can naver be the same when you touch us. Lord, his gentleness, and warmness is so therapeutic. Lord, raise up more people like that, that will glorify you in the simplest of actions.
praise you God. Lord, i'm gona be leaving for England tonight, bless our trip. help me focus.
i love you Lord.

rajwin

2006-07-23T11:06:00.000-07:00

My Lovely Heavenly Glorious Father,

I dont know where to start, its been a awesome Sunday, so awesome being with you, so awesome, Lord.

And Lord you have bless me with a Mp3 player, Yay, i love you. I have seek your kingdom first in my life and you have added on to me, Lord may only Songs pleasing to you be heard in this Mp3, Lord i consecrate this Mp3 player to you Lord, and I plead the blood of Jesus over this Mp3, the Blood that has the power to save, heal and is victory over the devil upon it, Praise you Lord. Bless Jack and Uncle Pritam for giving it to me.

And Lord, you are also going to bless me with a Lap Top tommorow, wow, Lord all this things you give me will bless your holy name. Lord i thank you Lord that you have enable me to use things and love people. Yes Lord may the things you give me be use to love people, Lord may may it funtion perfectly and be instrumental in my work for you.

I love you Lord, Lord i have a million thing to thank you for. I am overwhelmed by you. Lord i thank you, you have given me these things at the right time when i will know that you matter more than the food i eat and the air i breath. Jesus I LOVE YOU. MUAH.. I"M so in Love with you, Lord not just because you bless me with these mere tools but because you so awesome.

I thank God for Roger Lord, I can feel your mark on him, you are going to use him. Lord you ROCK, your the MAN. You hold our hands and lead us. Praise you Lord, I love you.

I thank you Lord for the wonderful time we had celebrating Triptas birthday, It was fun. I thank you Lord that you have planted a wonderful sister in your church.

What a man Sukhdave is, a Gentleman, an Officer, and a soldier of God.

Lord, I thank you for all the wonderful youth and young adults there is in the church. Lord I thankyou for the Love you have for them. Lord I love them all to bits, Bell, Amar, Michelle, Charis, Arwinz, Apple, Delano, Ray, Mickey, Tina, Bina, Karan, Trisha, Sonia, Anchal, Amar, Sukhdave, Rajvind, Jay, Seema, Navein, Divya, Aditiya Shirlinda, and all of them. Lord my heart feels raise when i'm near them. Lord, i dont know why I love them, but please Lord, may thy will be done their lives. I thank you for Roger Lord i thank you Lord, i dont know why lord but i feel lord that he is going to be a blessing in this church and in our youth group. i thank you lord and praise you holy name.

Wah Lord, its 2.30am, but i still feel bubbly with your joy and love. Lord, i'm got my ORD shoot tommorow, I praise you that i am always a marksman, guide my hands, guide my bullet. I thank you that i am a marks man. Amen.

I'm gona sleep i thank you that my 4 and half hours of sleep will be enough and as if i slept for 12 hours, i love you lord, cuddle me close especially tonight. i love you. I feel like telling you, you can have more than my life but i have nothing else to give. hmmm, your too good to me Lord, i want to make you really really really happy. Teach me ok, Lord. I love you. Muah!, my Father.

rajwin

2006-07-22T11:30:00.000-07:00

23/7/06

Dearest Lord,
I love you.

You know that people and some psychologist saythat you re-live the first 7 years of your life over and over again. Well, Lord, I was so blur the first 7 years of my life and I continued to be blur untill maybe secondary 3. I dont want to be blur and lose Lord, I dont want to be bullied, to lose, Lord if my ministry loses so will you, if i am bullied so will you be, and I know you will never lose. Lord, I am a preacher, unction by you. Your annointed one you guide.

Like how my Dad cleans the church I preach for you. LIke how Jesus preach so will I.
preacher, intersessor, worshiper. Counsellor by your Holy Spirit.
I know I will succeed Lord because you are with me.

You have guided me this far iknow you will carry me through.

Lord i only want to be available to you. you know my heart, pls focus me. I seriously want to pray that you castrate me, but i'm i dont have the "balls" to make such a prayer. Lord i'm desperate, desperate for you and only you, my eyes are on you Lord pluck my feet from the net.

i thank you Lord for the breakthrough in the lives of your children.
Lord i love you, muah.

jeremiah 1:
5 "Before I formed you in the womb I knew [a] you, before you were born I set you apart; I appointed you as a prophet to the nations."
6 "Ah, Sovereign LORD," I said, "I do not know how to speak; I am only a child."
7 But the LORD said to me, "Do not say, 'I am only a child.' You must go to everyone I send you to and say whatever I command you. 8 Do not be afraid of them, for I am with you and will rescue you," declares the LORD.
9 Then the LORD reached out his hand and touched my mouth and said to me, "Now, I have put my words in your mouth. 10 See, today I appoint you over nations and kingdoms to uproot and tear down, to destroy and overthrow, to build and to plant."
11 The word of the LORD came to me: "What do you see, Jeremiah?" "I see the branch of an almond tree," I replied.
12 The LORD said to me, "You have seen correctly, for I am watching [b] to see that my word
is fulfilled."

I love you Lord, All i need is you.

rajwin

2006-07-21T11:30:00.000-07:00

22/7/2006

Lord, I Love you, I love you, had a wonderful time at New Creation, Lord I look to YOu and only you, i imitate you. You save me, yes, by grace, You Lord, and my eye will be kept on you. I know you change me, with your fire that burns the chaff. Lord I want to look like you.

I want to follow you, Lord I love you.
My mind in your word and your word in my mind,
my will in Christ and Christ in my will,
My emotions in your holy spirit and the holy spirit in my emotions.
"Mind Willl Emotions" and "The Father The Son and The Holy Spirit".
Perfect Trinity, The blueprint of all relationships
O Lord how my soul longeth for thee.

Jesus my heart burns for you, I want more of you Lord,
I'm addicted to your sweet presence,

Today Lord, I walk pass a Pub, Dont know how i use to like such an atmosphere,
Lord help me to see scantly clad women as your daughters, your children,
Lord I do not want to sin against your precious creation, its too painful for me, Forgive me,
Lord kill my worldly eyes I beg thee, please, I'm serious. I want to love purely like Jesus.
I humbly come to thee, change me
I thnk you Lord, you have fiercely pull me up, change me, Lord I will never be the same.
I will love as you loved. moved with compassion, pity. Jesus O Jesus, I love you.

I'm sharing tommorow and Amar told me what I was going to say tommorow, Phrophets speak the same language? Wow. anyway thanks of letting the message be clear. That time, that momment. Lord wow, your gona pour out your spirit. Wow. Your awesome.

Im so saturated with your spirit Lord, with what you have pour into me i will use your strength to pour out. Lord, i thank you, you have remembered your servant. I love you.

Cuddle me in Your Love Lord, My eyes are tired i'm so sleepy but Lord I'm Rejoicing. I love you Jesus. I will Rejoice to sleep. And tommorow sweet morning, Lord your too good to me. I thank you with all i have. i love you. Muah

1045
Lord, I slept at 3 last night, wow, anyone this is a sweet morning, gona have breakfast, pray ofr my msg latter, call sukhdave and maybe go shopping. we'll see ok i'll do as you prompt. but for now breakfast is good, Lord I want to tell you that i do a Daniel fast for you because I love you, and i want to learn to become more than you. I'm very transparent and I stop trying to keep a secret cause its a bit hard for me to keep secrets, Well Lord, Please deliver me today from temptations and thanks for leading me to your sweet righteousness, I love you. And yes i'll read some chapters of your lovely word.

I will labour into the rest sweet God
I love you. muah

"Elijah was afraid and ran for his life. When he came to Beersheba in Judah, he left his servant there, while he himself went a day's journey into the desert. He came to a broom tree, sat down under it and prayed that he might die. 'I have had enough, LORD,' he said. 'Take my life; I am no better than my ancestors.' Then he lay down under the tree and fell asleep. "All at once an angel touched him and said, 'Get up and eat.' He looked around, and there by his head was a cake of bread baked over hot coals, and a jar of water. He ate and drank and then lay down again. "The angel of the LORD came back a second time and touched him and said, 'Get up and eat, for the journey is too much for you.' So he got up and ate and drank. Strengthened by that food, he traveled forty days and forty nights until he reached Horeb, the mountain of God." 1 Kings 19:3-8

Feed me Lord, that i can complete the journey.
rajwin

2006-07-19T15:39:00.000-07:00

20/7/2006

0630
Dear Lord,

BlogSpot was down. I wake up now and write and wana tell you I love you, I cant even open my eyes and the first thing I wana do is tell you I love you Lord.
Everyone saying I lack sleep Lord, Please make me be fresh today. I got 24hr duty Lord, Please help me stay alert.

Gona wash up now Lord , Just want to tell you again that I love you, Muah.

1300
Lord, thanks for making me fresh, i was quite funny today, crack alot of jokes. Lord I pray also that you will improve my sense of humour. A humour that is edifying and uplifting, not caustic and mean. Help me finish my assignments, and i;m gona pick some durians tommorow morning after duty, i thank you, lord that you will protect me from the snakes, and even the durians from falling on my head and protect my friends as well. And thank you for durians, Lord their really nice, i hope you like them. Help me get big and sweet ones, ok Lord. And please help me to perform my dury well latter.

I'm gona nap now, so please Lord, multiply my 2 hours of sleep to be more, that i may be fresh and bring you glory in my work, I love you lord.

1900
Wow Lord the exercise is cancelled, I can rest now, I dont think I can make it in time for worship practice, anyway Lord thank you. I have a prayer to make

Dear father Lord, I pray that all my being my glorify you, my actions, my words, lord let the word of my mouth the words of my fingers bear fruit upon the lives of many, that there may know you are Lord. thank you. Amen

As for the durians, I'll pickthem tommorow. I love you, And Lord I'm sharing on saturday, tahnks for using me as your vessel, I'll say what you want me to say, I love you Lord. Yes, i've seen the battle plan, the action, the weapons. hmmm.... continue to saturate me Lord. This youth group will impact Singapore, I can see it Lord, KKf will Impact Lord.

rajwin

2006-07-18T07:23:00.000-07:00

18/7/2006

Dear Lord,

I thank you that you have been waiting for me. i love you.

Yes, you ask of full obedience, and i will obey, I wont even say but or however.
And by your strength i will succeed. Yes, i feel your energy, in my veins and eyeballs.
Lord, do I forget about the times I have fallen from the 15th/7 to now. Yes, your grace is sufficient, but Lord you have set me free but somehow it still calls, Your staff refuses to let me write or discuss about it any loger but just to focus on you, mypoint is ...... nothing to yours. Its your point in my life.

God, i have just been bombard by several people wanting to talk to me on msn. well, i feel better. Have i really changed? All that i feel change in me is my interest. You are real and eternal and of cos i want to serve your because I love you. You help me in everything i do including running to you. you are such a joy Lord. You have never left me, and so i will again say that i will always praise you name.

Thanks for giving me the strength to kill that cockroach, yes i will step upon snakes and scorpions and especially cockroaches.

God i love you. You know God, Uncle Pritam, wrote about me on SAC, and he posted my last blog, at first i was shy, but i know you will never be shy about me and so i will never be shy about you. i will shout to the masses passionately that i love you, and Lord you will be my strength.

Thanks for the Duty on Monday, it was fun, you know how to take care of me, your so wonderful, i love you.

Jesus is my saviour, there will be no other,
i will shout it out, i want the world to know,

See the revival that will defy all that hold us back from you.

Father this is my prayer, i ask this in jesus name,
you know i love you, i am your servant of the floor, lord i beg thee, jesus, paint this world with your blood red with salvation. Lord let hell be empty and heaven full
i pray against all idols in the lives of the people, may you lord jesus be enthroned in all their lives. Lord in jesus name i pray lord you rid this planet of the prince of the earth, I command you devil, prince of the earth and all your minions in the name of jesus to leave this world,
Lord attend to your sheep, hear our cry, i stand in the gap for the governments of all nations, Lord, that you may help us. Father give us wisdom, Jesus pour your fire in this earth, burn away the chaff of the people, Dear Fther,embrace this planet. Heal the people, Heal the land, Heal the Seas, Heal the Air, Lord when you fire moves around the earth, there will be healing, Lord give us some Heaven here on earth that the people will see you are Lord, Lord, in Jesus name, i want to claim the Internet for you Lord, that you will be glorified in everysite, and blog. Lord in Jesus name, i want to claim the the radio channels, and televison channels Lord, that you will be glorified there as well, lord. Lord you must and will be praise Lord. I know God that you have started a work, in this world, I know Lord that the Devil is away and Lost, i know Lord that the Media is Claimed by you Lord, the nations , governments and housholds Lord all, in your name, i give you glory amen.

Jesus fill me more wit your spirit Lord, I am addicted to you, Pleas eGod, I cant live with oout you, im sorry if i took some steps back from you, but Lord come closer to me or bring me closer, closer, please Lord, i would be happy and the door of your house, but Lord i want to be with you, i am so in love with you lord, i want you.

And yes Lord i will go and sleep now, thank you Lord, I love you. Goodnight my sweet Love, Muah.

i am your servant Lord, and yes uncle Pritam said i am available, you know what Lord i am available to you only Lord, My Love, My Sweet Jesus. I will SHOUT IT OUT LOUD, I LOVE YOU JESUS, I LOVE YOU JESUS, ILOVE YOU JESUS, and i will whisper it in my heart for eternity, MyJesus, I love you.

2006-07-15T22:23:00.000-07:00

16/7/2006

"Conversation Readys a Man,
Reading Maketh a Man,
Writting makes him exact."

Dear God,
Please help me, I writeto you now in all places here, the internet. Yes, I want all my life to be an open testimony to you Lord but Lord, Please help me. You know me. I am not really good or outstanding at anything at all.

Dear Lord Love, but you choose only the weak like me, to do your full work. I thank you that you love me fiercely. I thank you that I am set a part and marked by you. O, Lord you lead me to the path that is righteous and I thank you that you preserve me.

Father, forgive me, forgive the world, forgive us, Mercy please. We need you. Fill me with your Holy Spirit, Dont Leave me. I love you. My life is yours, take it all. Father have mercy on us, have mercy on my family, have mercy.

Lord I beg you, Let the world be filled with your Glory, Father I beg you, Let every knee bow and every tongue confess that you are Lord. Please Lord open heaven upon your people, let hell be empty and heaven be full, I beg. Lord Please.

Thank you Lord for protecting me, I love to rest in your shadow, I love to dwell in your presence. Holy Spirit guide me.

Dear Lord, you are so wonderful to me, because you have been faithful and kept me to the path of the righteous, i can only praise you ceaselessly. My soul thirst for you like the deer thirst for the water. Lord never stop filling me Lord. The truth is that i am high and light in your spirit.
Father I love you, please Lord let every thing I do or say be pleasing or affectionate to your heart.

Jesus you know the temptations of my flesh. you know my weaknesses, Lord I give it all to you. Chain me to you Lord and nothing else. Put a leash around my neck.Cover my eyes with your hands that i will not lust with my eyes, supress my hormones Lord, Lord I beg thee. I beg thee in the name of Jesus. Lord i feel that i rather die than grieve your heart or to fall from you. Jesus I am madly in love with you and i dont want to upset thee.

Jesus, sometimes i wish that you could just live my life, but i know you want me to live it and you'll help me live it and i thank you.

And Lord, I thank you Lord for removing my fear of heights,but Lord i'm scared of cockroaches.
I know Lord that you have made me to become a mighty man of valour, God, take full control of me when i see one. How can I be a youth leader when i am scared? Lord i thank you that you have already done a work in my life and i will rise up against this fear, because if you are for me not even the cockroach will scare me. praise God! Lord I lift your name up high in my life you are my banner.

Lord I am your servant of the floor, command me, control me, kill me everyday that my nature may become more like you, than i may please you. I was made for you, and i thank you that you made me for you.

Good night my sweet love, goodnight my sweet Lord, Goodnight my sweet lord, Jesus, I am so in Love with you. Please be beside me when i sleep, i dont want to be alone. i'm scared when you leave me and i know you know that, so never leave me, ok, i love you, i love you i love you.
Muah, and thanks for the wonderful rest i'm gona have tonight. i love you again. Muah